Begin to Live Looking back on my life and what I see is like a terrible torture to me Nightmares filled with sadness and pain in denying these things there is no gain So I know I can no longer hide from all the memories locked inside It's the hardest thing I have ever done to let them out in the light of the sun It's a treacherous road to muddle through but it is something that I must do Or I will never again breathe fresh air or be able to show anyone care I want my spirit to soar high above and for the first time to feel love Most of all, myself I must forgive so that I can one day begin to live With this in mind and deep in my heart I know I'm off to a truly great start So try not to fuss and worry over me because very soon I will be free TQD